Alhamdulillah.

Syukur.

take me now

why am i so grumpy?
why am i suddenly became to?
could it be that I am?
this should be my right?
NO
but you found out how
and you found a way to save me & you.

so come back down
plz try harder than you know
from where you are
i have waited long enough for you
i am willing to do anything for you.

take me now
cause I wont give up on you
you are the only thing
that brings me down
you are the only thing
that drives me crazy
you are the only one in the world
that can make me happy &
can make me survive.

so,
just take my hand
dont turn away
dont hopeless for it
promise me
dont let me down.

bad day

at 12.25 o'clock, i am geting out of my bed. like usually the first things that i do, i checked my mobile fown & there is no txt msg, no fown cll & even misscll from her. i sent a msg to her that i had woke up from my bed & i tell that three simple word. yeah, i miss u. not have some breakfast, take a bathe blablabla... then, at 3 o'clock i went to cimb bank to renew my card tp mcm hampeh semua bnda tak kena. staff dia suro buat ic dlu br boleh renew kad. then dia suro cll operator untk block. kena la cll operator to block my lame kad & cll cll cll. . talk talk talk. . shit! my fown out of kredit. nape la boleh jd mcm ni. writhe & how does it feel for one more time day. hmmm. right now, in my pocket i have RM0.00. i dont know how i can to take booby trap next day. so, the best way i should have to renew my ic & then i can renew my card bank & etc. i hope tomorrow better than today.
btw, i miss u so much.

Honeystar!

Girl : Nak honey star. Honey star da hbis. :P
Boy : Cptnya la hbis. Nak bila?
Girl : Nak skrg.
Boy : Esk la aku kasi. Skrg mana sempat.
Girl : Haha. Aku nak skrg. Aku bg masa 30minit je carik honey star untk aku.:P
Boy : cheh. Mana boleh. Esk la. Kat dpn pintu gate u aku kasi.
Girl : Tanak tape. Br semangat nak dpt honey star. :P
Boy : Haha. Esok jumpa aku kasi kat kau la.
Girl : Haha. Tape tape. Esk aku nak tgk kau hntr ke tak honey star kat aku.
Boy : Yela. Kita tgk esk. Kau tak study?
Girl : Nak study la ni. Esk aku tawu kau hntr honey star. Haha. Babai.
Boy : Haha. Ok ok. Babai.



*Step by step

Sadistic

Sedih gila.
Smpai tataw nak ckp pe.
Hati ni sakit, pedih, robek.
Hati ni mcm ada panah, jarum.
Aku jd snyap.

Pk, pk & pk lg.
Kosong, membisu, kenang.
Btol ke? yeke? pasti?
Tp mana? ada ke?

Tp mcm tak nmpak, kabur.
Ada kabus? Ke aku ni LEBIH?
Harapan? nak tinggi ke rendah?
Btol ke cara aku ni? org lain buat mcm aku?
Semua manusia sama.
Ada perasaan.

SADIS.
Mmg sakit!
Harapan seseorang tak sama bls nya.
Sebalik nya kadangkala lain.
Tak sama.

Ya Allah..
Pe yg prlu aku buat.
Berikn aku petunjuk.
Berikn aku kekuatan.
Harapan aku tanak punah.
Tanak hilang, tanak lebur.

MISSING FLOWERS

Destruction.
Not the way, for you to be a king.
And lie.

Its not the way for life.
& its no choice.

Cant wait that time.
Cant wait to over.
To keep revenge.

No needs to proud.
So that we go now.
To keep revenge.

Its start again.
Can you hear it.
We throw the tears.
Away.

Dont take my arms.
Dont take the flowers from the right of side.

See the stars with the moon.
Its still stay that i say.
For the moment.
U cant be a movement.

We count from front.
You make its over.
For the last of days.
In the end of days.
And you dont care what you miss & break it.
Cause you are the sun & we block your shine.

Awake.
From depth & see.
The final days of me.
Together we took the time.
Its the end for the right now.

You should go away.
You should go away for all of this.

Final step a humans race.
To get back.
What is FREEDOM.

Now.
we stand.
we stand with the others.

2008 year.
Memories carry me through the day of when we were kids.
I love u all, canis! :)

-uqi

well

Alhamdulillah.
All goes well and good.